I have been very busy lately and have not had a chance to log on. This 6 month wait after testing is really nerve racking. I heard that they haven't always had it. I know it's definitely important, but just prolongs the nail biting waiting.So I've been trying to keep myself pre-occupied so I don't drive myself nutto!

Whinney, my winnie dog, says she can't wait for there to be a baby in the house. I have to agree, ha! 

Alright, I'm off to bed! Goodnight everyone

Tags: Waiting

Just thought I'd write a quick blog. I'm at home. My husband works until midnight tonight and this weekend, so it will be a pretty boring weekend for me.

Tags: Home Friday

I'm looking forward to getting to know everyone on this new surrogate website.  

My heart has been broken for so long..  With a failed adoption and years of knowing this was all going to be a long journey. It has been hard. From getting sick at my stomach at each baby shower I went to of my friends, to turning the channel each time I see a baby on t.v. I'm hoping that one day I'll have my own baby in my arms...  I have hope and faith in God which gets me through each day.