Welcome! I miss Natalie minute of everyday. I am very involved with my IP. The attachment comes more from being involved in her life not just from being her surrogate. I love what I did and have no regrets. It was very hard because one of my IPs had terminal cancer and passed shortly after Natalies birth and a lot of attachment to the family came in there time of need. I kind of feel like a big sister the both there children. I was asked by the company we went through to do it again but I am trying for another child of my own. I will reconsider doing it again but will keep my distance unless my path leads otherwise. I am glad to answer any question you may have along the way. Good luck on your journey!!!!!!!!!!K