I'm not sure if I'll ever feel like moving on. Its been 8 weeks since delivering my first baby for someone else. Boy has it changed my life. Shes all the way across the country and somehow she still feels so close. I leave in 9 days to go see her. I never could have imagened that I would be just as in love with her as I'm with my son. My IP's are wonderful and have welcomed me into their family. I am weening from the pump that I have been using to pump and ship her breast milk. And although it was super challenging and time consuming it was a wonderful way for me to feel like I really did all I could to get her off to the best start. I have no regrets at when it comes to the path I choose and am so thankful everyday that she came into my life and showed me I could love another child as deeply as I love my own. I am going to keep headed in the wonderful direction that life has lead me!

It sounds like you had a wonderful journey with your IPs! That's great that you have been pumping and shipping her breast milk. I can only imagine how it will feel once my surrogacy journey is over. Just know it's a beautiful, wonderful gift that you have given someone and you are such a great person for doing that.